The Monarch's Daughter Series First Chapters
Dive into a world of dark fantasy and intrigue where the one who hurt you the most is the person you can't get away from or live without.
Prologue (Eksar)
“I want you to break her. Crush her spirit. Make her wish she’d never been born.” The Emperor delivers his words with chilling brutality.
Not one to cringe from tasks others would find distasteful, Eksar stifles a shudder. But the circumstances make this one crueler than most.
Giving himself time to absorb the Emperor’s words without looking like a coward, Eksar sips the expensive red wine. The fruity flavor dances on his tongue and sucks all the moisture from his mouth.
A young blonde, probably still a teenager, stands at his side, serving as an end table. He swallows and hands the glass to her. While he prefers brunettes, he isn’t foolish enough to risk the Emperor’s displeasure with a minor complaint. After all, who looks at a female’s face when she’s showing this much skin? And the carpet is usually darker than the drapes.
The girl is dressed in scanty purple lingerie resembling a string bikini. When she takes the stemware from him, freeing his hands, he pulls her onto his lap. She stiffens but offers no verbal complaints.
Pretending to be more casual than he feels, Eksar strokes her bare leg while addressing his liege. “I fear you might be getting ahead of yourself. How are we supposed to extricate the brat from her father?”
To his left, a wall of glass reveals the unending expanse of space. Today marks the third occasion that he’s been privileged to meet with Emperor Seko aboard his flagship, The Dominion. On each preceding occasion, he was entrusted with a top-secret mission. This current one proves to be more daunting than any prior.
“You’re going to assist in taking out Issiah.” The Emperor’s voice is as smooth as the flat edge of a knife.
Eksar sputters and coughs. “Excuse me?”
Seko’s face darkens and his eyes narrow in disapproval. “You heard me correctly. Don’t pretend otherwise.”
A nervous sweat erupts from every pore. To help him cool down, Eksar shoves the girl from his lap and slides forward in his chair.
Not expecting the rude act, she lands with a thud at his feet but somehow manages not to break the crystal goblet in her hand.
Eksar swallows hard. “I’m sorry, but how exactly am I supposed to eliminate the Monarch?”
The Emperor rolls his eyes. “You’re always so dramatic. I would never expect you to perform such a feat on your own. If I thought you capable, I would have ordered the hit centuries ago. You’ll have assistance. In fact, your part in that is simple. You won’t even have to get your hands dirty.”
The Emperor’s assurances don’t bring much relief. Going up against the most powerful being in the galaxy was not a mission he ever wanted to be involved with. No matter how small his role.
“All right.” Despite the tightness in his throat, he manages to keep his voice even. “What do you expect me to do?”
“A demonstration first.” Seko presses a button at his side and barks an order into the communication device. “Bring me the stone.”
The energy in the room darkens and solidifies as a guard marches in and presents a small object to the Emperor. He waves his hand for the human to take it to Eksar.
As the three-inch jagged piece of black rock comes closer, Eksar’s skin crawls. “What is this crushing thing?”
“Quite the discovery.” The Emperor’s eyes glint with evil glee. “Take out your lifesword and attempt to ignite it.”
Removing the stiff braided cloth formed into a fifteen-inch handle from his belt, Eksar pushes his energy into it. The hilt doesn’t respond as it normally would. Nothing happens. “By the gods. That’s impossible.”
Seko sneers at him. “Isn’t it wonderful? This stone will be Issiah’s undoing.”
Eksar waits impatiently. Besides tormenting the Monarch’s brat, he still hasn’t heard his part. He snatches the glass from the blonde, takes a gulp, and awaits the Emperor’s pleasure.
With a wave, Seko dismisses the human holding the rock. “Finish your wine so I can show you the rest.”
Already parched without the dry liquid, Eskar obeys, tossing the rest back in a single gulp. The Emperor is not someone to be refused.
“How do you feel?” Seko studies him with a knowing gaze.
Eksar wonders what he’s supposed to notice. Was there something in his wine? Was poisoning him part of the performance?
“Fine.”
He doesn’t want to admit the slight shakiness in his limbs or how his body suddenly feels much heavier than it ever has before.
Seko lifts his chin. “Are you certain? Ignite your weapon.”
Once more, Eksar shifts his attention to directing energy into the handle in his grasp. A wavering yellow blade, much thinner and more unstable than he’s used to, extends from it. He nearly drops it in surprise. “What did you do to me?”
Seko waves off his question like it’s nothing. “Don’t worry. The effects aren’t permanent. I’ve already tested it many times on your kind. They’ll pass in twenty-four to forty-eight hours.”
Fuming with barely contained rage, Eksar grits his teeth to remain silent.
The Emperor leans forward. “A few sprinkles of powder from the rock in a cup of juice, and Issiah will be rendered helpless. Vulnerable.” He squeezes a hand into a fist. “And then we crush him.”
“You still haven’t said what I’m supposed to do.”
Shaking his head, Seko sighs. “A little impatient aren’t we?”
With an impatient shrug, Eksar sits down.
“You will deliver your brother his morning drink. So long as you have a substantial piece of the rock nearby, he won’t notice the flecks in his beverage.” Seko rises and moves to stand before the window. “Rather than take a hovercraft, the fool always walks his daughter to her morning dance classes. One stretch of their route is more isolated than the rest. That is where my agent will intercept them and exterminate my greatest annoyance. Issiah will most likely hide the girl when he realizes something is wrong. From the moment of his death, until I send for her, she will be your responsibility.”
Eksar opens his mouth to interject, but the Emperor continues as if expecting a protest.
“That will earn you the privilege of raising your daughter. If you no longer wish for that, speak now, and I will find some other place to put them both.”
As much as he’s loathe to admit it, even to himself, the Emperor offers the one thing that could compel him to agree.
“Fine.” He clenches his bare toes over the cold metal floor before relaxing again. The most dangerous part of this operation belongs to someone else.
“Who, if I may,” Eksar asks, “will be responsible for the assassination?”
“I’ve decided to entrust that to Lord Thyde.”
“A human?” Eksar chokes on the laugh threatening to escape his lips. “You’re sending a mere human to dispose of the Monarch of the Kaliah?”
Emperor Seko turns around, a fresh smile on his pleased face. “I think you’ll find my favorite pet quite eager to please and up to the task. He’s always looking for ways to earn my favor.”
Eksar shakes his head. “Don’t blame me if he fails.”
“Noted.”
Eksar uses the claw on his index finger to pick at the one on his thumb. “When do we attempt this coup?”
“The morning after next.”
Death
(Flynae)
“Wait here, dear one.” Issiah forcefully nudges her toward a doorway. A stern urgency in his tone and scent compels her to obey. Worry creases his forehead and narrows his eyes as he kneels to gaze at her. His warm hands pull the hood of her cloak over her head and caress her face.
A deep dread creeps over Flynae, leaving her skin prickling in its wake. She swallows hard and glances from her father’s bright, emerald feline eyes, the same shade and shape as hers, to the street ahead of them.
This part of the city holds the old-world charm of ages almost forgotten from long ago, a stark contrast to the modern skyscrapers and architecture just a couple miles away. The brick and wooden houses lining the cobblestone streets sit wide enough apart to welcome pedestrians, but near enough to each other to deter all but single-rider vehicles from entering. This leaves the alleyway a pleasant, welcoming place for those on foot to escape the noisy bustle of the capital.
A shadow casts icy fingers over the normally warm and inviting area. Ripples from an advancing darkness issue forth and hit her body in violent waves. A steady, rhythmic beat pounds like a drum between her ears. Her heart sets a pace to match the doom-like toll.
At once, her breath is too shallow and too fast. With the gift and curse of an inhuman wisdom beyond her short four years, she recognizes that something is horribly wrong. For several months, she’s walked these streets twice a week with her father, without incident, to dance lessons. Despite her desperate efforts to calm her breath and pulse, panic grips her chest with an iron fist. Since her birthday several months past, her gift of sight keeps growing, the strange and often disturbing images and premonitions becoming clearer and more frequent.
“Peace, Flynae,” Issiah whispers a Kaliah boon to her. “All will be well.” The corners of his lips turn up, softening his proud face in a painfully beautiful way.
The tumultuous knots in Flynae’s core disagree with him. Still, she smiles tremulously in response.
Tears well in her eyes, and one spills down her cheek.
Her father wipes away the rogue drop. “No crying in front of humans, my daughter.” His kind voice maintains a stern edge.
Flynae nods and rubs the extra moisture from her face. His eyes shine with approval. A tightness twists her gut.
This is goodbye.
Whether or not her father understands the depth of the situation, her sight whispers of a quickly approaching tragic event. And lately, her premonitions, good or bad, have come true.
Flynae closes her eyes and lowers her head, asking in the tradition of their kind for a blessing. Issiah places his hands on either side of her head, his fingers gently covering her tall, pointed ears, and kisses her forehead.
She inhales, burning his scent into her memory. Though her whole body trembles, she tells herself he must know what’s best. As he steps away, Flynae huddles back into the doorway, pulling her cloak about her for comfort and camouflage, and hides in the shadows.
The slight distance between them might as well be a chasm.
Issiah walks down the street with his head held high. A slight breeze stirs his long scarlet locks. Before he’s out of sight, he stops and waits.
This isn’t right.
Flynae stares down at her hands which had just moments ago been disguised to appear human by her father’s energy. The protection is now tenuous. Her fingertips flash back and forth from short, manicured nails to long, sharp Kaliah claws. Knowing she must remain quiet, Flynae stifles a cry. Her father’s abilities have never failed, no matter the distance between them.
As if he senses her increasing alarm, Issiah turns his gaze toward her. His mouth presses together in a flat line, his normally placid features showing distress and hesitancy for the first time.
He isn’t well.
The same thought had nagged at her when they first left, and she had wanted to insist that they remain home.
Gods, why didn’t we stay home?
Issiah lifts a finger to his face and purses his lips. Flynae recognizes the sound of her breaths coming in loud, ragged gasps.
I must be calm.
Within the last few weeks, her father had started her energy training, teaching her how to wield the power that flows through and around everything. Controlling emotions is the foundation upon which the rest builds. Flynae draws on the natural life forces surrounding her to assist in reducing her panic.
The sound of her breath fades almost as if in deference to the rising beat of the drum. Thudding footsteps bounce off the dwellings’ exteriors and reverberate through her ears and into her being.
The aura of the approaching man exudes confidence. He entertains no doubts about the success of his mission. From the growing booms of his every step, he is close and will soon appear from around the corner. Each footfall carries doom nearer.
He means to harm Father.
Once the thought sprouts, she can’t deny its truth. Icy fingers of dread claw at her insides. The impending presence of this powerful human when her father is weaker than she ever thought possible can’t be a coincidence.
If only I were Fennec right now. Then I wouldn’t be useless and relegated to hide.
Her beloved brother, seven years her elder, has seven years of training on her. While Father only recently taught her how to craft a lifesword, Fennec knows how to use one. He might be old enough to hold his own against a human.
The footsteps ring louder in her sensitive hearing. She clasps her hands over her elf-like ears to block as much of the grim sound as possible. Too much of it worms its way through and needles at her panicked heart.
The owner of the footfalls appears, striding in the direction of her father with purpose. The floor-length cape flowing behind him, combined with his head-to-toe black uniform, denotes him as a lord in this galaxy. His broad, towering figure stands at least five inches taller than Issiah.
He grips a foot-long metal cylindrical pipe. From it springs five feet of narrow condensed blue light energy, no more than two inches in diameter.
Flynae gasps. Humans aren’t supposed to possess the gift to control energy and wield a lifesword the way Kaliah can.
Issiah removes his lifesword hilt, a polished and ornately carved length of wood, from his belt. In answer to the human, he ignites his flaming brand, reddish-orange in color.
The girl’s fingers clench into a fist as she wishes she were allowed to wear her lifesword so she could fight beside her father. But she isn’t permitted to carry a weapon she isn’t adept at manipulating.
The human strikes first, and her father blocks. Her keen eyes notice the glow of Issiah’s lifesword weakening. The energy blade is fading, something she’s never seen before. How is this possible?
Her stomach twists. The world spins as her breath catches in her throat. Flynae desperately searches for something she can do in the face of this nightmarish situation.
Her father should be able to best any human without breaking a sweat. He’s the Monarch of the Kaliah, the strongest of their kind, and more powerful than any mere human.
Issiah advances a step, and her confidence in him returns for a moment. And crumbles the next.
The human sees an opening and swings. Issiah counters too late.
Time slows to a crawl. One agonizing inch at a time the human’s lifesword slices into Issiah’s torso. Blood sprays and then streams from the wound. Just past the midway point, the human withdraws his energy and the blade flickers out.
Nearly severed in two, Issiah staggers forward a step and falls to his knees. All her father’s warnings fade away, and Flynae forgets she’s to remain hidden. A scream tears out of her throat and escapes her lips, straining her lungs.
“Father!” She dashes out to catch his head before it hits the cobblestone. The weight of him brings her to the ground, too.
A brief look of recognition flashes in Issiah’s eyes as he reaches to touch her face once more.
“My dearest Flynae,” he whispers.
His hand doesn’t make it. The light leaves his eyes. His body goes limp. His life energy slips away.
“No!” Flynae clutches his inert form. “Father! Stay with me!”
Flynae grasps at his rapidly diminishing life force, trying to pull it back to his body. It slips like water through her fingers.
His eyes close.
She isn’t skilled enough to save him.
As if in response to her admitting weakness, a devastating shockwave crashes into and through her, an announcement of the death of an immortal. It would strike the hearts of all her kind no matter where in the galaxy they are.
“No!” Flynae falls forward until her forehead rests on his.
(Kovad)
The mortally wounded Kaliah collapses before him.
“Father!” a shrill child’s voice screams. A small female form races to the dying male’s side, her head covered in long waves of blood-red hair, the same color as the scarlet liquid flowing from her father’s body.
“Father,” the little being whispers the name a second time as she attempts to catch the body before it fully falls to the ground.
Her knees buckle under the burden.
The Kaliah makes a last effort to comfort his daughter before passing away. “No! Father! Stay with me!” The little girl falls forward in despair.
Anger flares within Lord Kovad Thyde, spurring his well-disciplined heart to beat faster. He’d been deceived. Perhaps purposefully lied to.
His orders were to eliminate any witnesses, though he’d been assured in the next breath the alley would be deserted except for his target.
With a bitter taste in his mouth, Kovad raises his lifesword again and grabs the girl’s shoulder.
Her head whips up. Large feline eyes, brilliant green like her father’s, pierce his soul.
Lord Thyde blinks repeatedly, returning to a long-forgotten, heightened awareness like awakening from a dream or trance. With the lifting of the fog though comes a host of additional, overwhelming sensations.
At that moment, he’s both staring down at the girl and looking back up at himself. Every feature about him is evaluated and memorized in an instant–his stormy-blue eyes; dark raven hair; strong, square jaw; and tall, muscular build.
A shakiness registers upon documenting his raised arm, but a grief and heartache that will never diminish overpowers the alarm and sweeps it away.
A sour, sweet aroma, identified as adrenaline, assaults his senses. How does he know what to call it?
Something, or someone, labeled it; and he distinctly heard their (her) thought in his mind.
The pounding of his heart echoes in his head, forming two distinct, racing beats. As the vision of his face in a mirror doesn’t fade, he realizes without words to describe his feeling, that the child before him witnesses herself through his eyes with no way to explain how.
She notes that the human disguise placed on her before she left home has failed, revealing her tall, slender ears peeking through her deep red hair. In the bright morning light, the oval irises of her eyes constrict to no more than slits of black in a sea of glittering emerald. Amid these vibrant colors lies a porcelain white face.
Oh, gods. He sees me.
The girl’s voice registers in his mind as clearly as if she’d spoken the words aloud, but her lips never moved.
A burning in her cheeks and a thickness in her throat dwarf all other feelings as she tries, in vain, to hold back the tears that stream down her face. In her anguish, she has failed her father’s last request.
A tear leaks down Kovad’s face. While his skin tracks the motion, he watches it from a vantage point outside his body as well.
None of this feels real. Surely he’s dreaming. Or his enemy vanquished him, and these are the psychedelic dreams of dying brain cells firing their final transmission. But he’s never felt this awake and aware, yet strangely off balance and broken.
All the confidence and purpose building within him from being entrusted with the top-secret mission from the Emperor now morphs into regret and confusion. A hollow nakedness fills him. These emotions mix with the child’s into one muddy overwhelming wave.
His elevated arm falters and lowers.
Through eyes that are not his own, he sees a line on his cheek, clear as day, where his tear traveled.
The girl wipes her face, ridding herself of the shameful evidence.
Lord Thyde extinguishes his lifesword and returns the hilt to his belt. With a final astonished, bewildered glance at the Kaliah girl, he turns and strides from her view, his footfalls lacking the authority with which he’d arrived.
He marches almost blindly down the empty streets, barely seeing the buildings he passes as multiple scenes collide and overlap in his mind. The memory of striking down the Kaliah doubles into two different views, the one he saw from his eyes as well as the one she saw from hers.
Issiah’s lifeless face lies at the center of his mind, but he’s looking at it through eyes that detect more details than he’s ever seen. Even through the fresh tears blurring her vision.
By the time the warlord reaches his shuttle, the dual images have thankfully reduced to only what he expects to see through his senses alone. He pilots from the planet’s surface and sets course for his warship, The Destroyer.
No more than thirty minutes into his flight, the girl’s emotions have disappeared, making him wonder if it was only a trick of the mind to begin with, something akin to a bad dream.
But an enhanced clarity remains.
(Flynae)
Flynae wipes her face and curses herself for displaying weakness in front of a human. Especially that human. The one who stole her father’s light.
The man recalls the energy concentrated through his hand to extinguish his lifesword and returns the hilt to his belt. He meets her gaze once more, and she’s painfully aware of how unique her feline eyes register in his mind as she sees them through his.
The sight doesn’t surprise or shock him though. Without knowing how, she realizes he’s met a Kaliah before, an adult male.
Awe at her beauty washes from him into her. Her charm as a female Kaliah child is beyond any he’s experienced. With a bitter scent of sorrow and regret, he pivots and walks away, all power and charge absent from his movements.
Flynae turns back to her father’s body and more tears fall unbidden from her eyes. Not wanting another human to happen upon her crying, she wipes them away. She doesn’t understand the reasoning behind the instruction. Father said she would understand when she’s older. With him gone, she fears she may never know.
The skirt of her green dress is dark with blood, sticking to her legs as she shifts from her knees to her hip. The red liquid pools beneath Issiah, concentrating under his torso. For some urgent reason, she wants to keep it from getting in his hair.
Flynae lifts his head and gathers his long locks. The lower half is already soaked, and now she’s just spreading the mess.
Desperate for help, Flynae swivels her head left and then right. Constricting pressure builds in her chest.
At this hour, people should be about on the street. Even at her young age, she understands someone orchestrated this. For months now, the two of of them traversed this path to her dance lessons, and never before had she seen it empty. Whoever planned this didn’t want spectators. Now, no one lingers nearby to assist her.
Not Mrs. Creedy who always gave Flynae a treat when they passed the older woman’s dwelling. Flynae would take one to be polite and throw the strange-tasting thing away once they rounded the corner.
Not Joshua; the teenage boy who always waved and said hello as he passed them on his way to school.
Not any of the dozen other mostly friendly faces she was accustomed to seeing yet didn’t have names for.
A lump grows in her throat as she realizes how truly alone she is. But the risk of potentially being seen is still there, and she can’t permit herself to weep. Not yet.
With no help to be found, her chin falls to her chest and her eyes land on Issiah once more. Every glance at her father’s lifeless face inflicts a deep wound in her memory that will never ebb.
The Kaliah had inherited the elven trait for impeccable retention. Once old enough to make intelligent, cognitive decisions–between two and three years of age–a Kaliah never forgets anything. Sensations and happenings do not fade with time the way they do in the human mind.
She will remember the image of her father being struck a mortal blow and the accompanying heartache as poignantly and vividly in a millennium as she does now. And it will forever be preceded and followed by those thundering footsteps.
Flynae lifts her father’s lifeless hand and sets it in her lap. Around his wrist, he wears a small comm device. Wildly, she mashes a few buttons before releasing a cry of despair. Issiah never instructed her on its use. After several more frustrating, frantic moments of achieving nothing, she gives up and lies down in the crook of his arm, with her head on his chest. His body heat is fading, and she prays someone friendly comes along soon.
She closes her eyes and wonders why she sees stars. So many stars. And she’s rushing through them as if she were in space.
Strong arms lift and clutch her.
Flynae blinks away sleep from her eyes and finds the sun nearing the apex of the sky. A rush of warm relief floods her as she recognizes her Uncle Senice holding her. She encircles his neck with her arms and weeps.
“I’m so sorry, dear one,” he whispers into her ear, his lips so close they brush her skin.
The presence of five other Kaliah registers in her awareness before they enter her sight. Four of them lovingly lift Issiah’s body and set it on a width of cloth attached to two wooden poles to carry him between them.
Underneath the mourning, the nervous energy of the group tightens like a vice around her. Every Kaliah answered to Issiah as their Monarch. Which royal will rise to take his place?
Flynae wishes for her oldest brother, who she’s never met, to appear and claim the position. No one’s heard from Siah for ages. He and a small band of Kaliah disappeared into hiding several millennia ago with Warah, his wife and the last full-blooded elf in the galaxy.
The final Kaliah on the street with Flynae and Senice is Eksar. Flynae knows him as Uncle, though his lack of blood relations to her and Senice is apparent in his midnight black hair and deep yellow eyes. Those wolf eyes study her now as she clings to Senice’s neck.
For the first time ever, her insides squirm under the watchfulness of his gaze.
The Voice (Flynae)
Flynae wakes to raised voices on the floor beneath her bedroom.
“What do you mean, you’re keeping both girls?” Senice seethes.
Flynae hugs her twin sister, Sekara, even tighter, her grip reflecting the growing unease in her body.
The girls had fallen asleep in the same bed in their shared bedroom the night before, holding each other until their tears subsided enough for them to drift off. They’re mirror images in every way except that Sekara does not have the royal traits: her hair is jet black, her eyes golden yellow.
“What’s going on?” Sekara whines, rubbing the sleep from her eyes.
“Shh,” Flynae softly responds.
A floor beneath them, Senice argues with his stepbrother Eksar. The girls’ keen ears allow them to hear every word, every intonation as if they were in the room with the adults.
“You heard me,” Eksar’s stony response slows Flynae’s heartbeat, and both girls recoil at the hatred in it.
As soon as she’d been old enough to detect the nuances of emotions in the aroma of others, Flynae had never missed a moment of Eksar’s contempt for Father and Senice. The reason for it always escaped her understanding though.
“I can understand Sekara, but why Flynae?” Senice lowers his voice, possibly to sound more calming and reasonable or in hope that the girls won’t hear. “You care nothing for her.”
Flynae gasps and holds her breath, waiting for the response. She’d always wondered about this. Eksar continually dotes over Sekara, taking her places, buying her things. Never has he shown her the same affection and shrugs off any she tries to show him. The truth now spoken aloud hurts.
“Oh, I care for her.” Eksar’s words hold an undercurrent of maliciousness that sends a cold shiver down Flynae’s spine. Sekara turns to cling to her sister. “I care that she is raised appropriately for her purpose in this life.”
“Her purpose? What is your meaning.” The disquiet in Senice’s voice is unmistakable.
The meaning and impact of Senice’s initial question washes over Flynae with a smothering effect. Keeping both girls. She lost Father yesterday. Is she losing Senice and her brother, Fennec, today?
At least she’ll still have her twin. She hugs Sekara even tighter.
“Eksar?” A slight waiver in her uncle’s question indicates an internal struggle to maintain composure. “What have you done? Tell me you didn’t have a hand in Issiah’s death.”
Even in the absence of a verbal response, a gloating energy drifts through the floorboards. The tension between the two adult males permeates the house.
Suddenly, Flynae’s heart races with fear for Senice. Issiah had taught her that one member of the royal family, the Monarch, would always be the strongest Kaliah in the galaxy. For the last four millennia, her father ruled their people as the Monarch.
The royal responsibility and corresponding potency would not pass from brother to brother as it always goes to the next generation. Senice would never be in charge. Nor could he protect her from Eksar if required.
While stronger than her or Fennec because of his years, Senice’s gifts lie in growing and preparing plants for medicine and compiling wisdom. He doesn’t possess the strength to be a skilled fighter. If Eksar so chose, he could overwhelm and destroy Senice.
The silent tension from below builds to a great pressure. Air bursts in and out of Flynge’s lungs in gasps. Her body tightens, bracing for a blow. A thud reverberates up the side of the house, causing the twins to shriek.
Extricating herself from her sister’s grasp, Flynae leaps from the bed and races down the stairs. Her heart pounding in her ears drowns out everything else. As Kaliah hardly make a noise when they walk or run, Flynae senses rather than hears Sekara follow her.
Senice stands straightening his clothes, but an indentation in the wall behind him betrays an altercation.
The two males glare at each other. Flynae is all too aware that their dominant lifesword hands are tense, ready to reach for their weapons if the other flinches.
“Stop!” she screams, her hands in tight little fists like she’s holding on to the last shreds of sanity. The pleasant world she’s known has twisted into a nightmare like nothing she ever felt possible. Father is supposed to be here, keeping things safe. What other horrors might be possible in this new cruel galaxy where mortals wield such power?
The adults turn to stare at the girls.
Flynae runs to Senice and grips his leg. “I can’t lose you, too.”
Senice kneels and hugs her head to his chest, his heart beats a frantic pace that matches her own, betraying his fear. “Don’t make me leave her,” he implores Eksar.
“The reek of pitifulness from the two of you annoys me. Begone, Senice. You may see her at the funeral in two days.”
Flynae twists to observe Eksar and finds no compassion in his eyes, only a chilling hardness. His aroma smells of something dank and rotting, an emotion for which she has no word yet. For the second time in just as many days, her stomach knots within her with fright.
“Now.” Eksar’s arm points a straight line to the door, his face impassive.
Senice stiffens.
Flynae doesn’t know if he means to comply or to fight, but she determines to preempt any action that might get him hurt.
“Please,” she whispers, “Go. I’ll be fine.” She releases him and steps back, showing him she can be strong. Father always spoke of the strength and pride that flows through their veins as a royal-blooded.
Senice places his hands on the sides of her head. She lowers her chin, and he kisses her forehead.
“I will see you soon.” He sighs with a heavy heart.
The weight of it presses on her small form, crushing her. Instead of bending, she straightens, gathers her courage, and nods. If he senses how fearful she is right now, he’ll never leave. As a royal daughter, she must suppress and hide her weaknesses.
With great reluctance, Senice stands and withdraws from the house. When the door shuts after him, Flynae pulls her eyes from it and steels herself to face Eksar. The ancient male looms over her, his arms crossed, his head cocked. A harsh and triumphant leer widens his lips as he meets her eyes.
Flynae resolves to ever be her father’s daughter and conceal any fear. With her head held high, she makes her way to her bedroom, Sekara close behind.
The twins return to the bed and wrap their arms around each other. Flynae’s body hums with a nervous restlessness. Why does Eksar want her here when he’s never been affectionate or even cordial toward her? She can’t remember him treating her as anything more than an annoyance.
Sekara smells of concern and sorrow but exudes no fear. This makes Flynae wonder if she should be scared. But then she remembers that Senice had been afraid. Confusion adds to the impossible mountain of emotions.
As the day creeps by, Flynae longs for the peace of sleep but remains caught up in inner turmoil.
They’re sitting on Sekara’s bed, arms locked around the other when Eksar suddenly enters with a box. Alarmed by his presence, Flynae jerks. His eyes narrow and burn red with angry disapproval at the sight of them. Without a word, he crosses the room and sets the box on Flynae’s bed. One by one, he yanks open her dresser drawers, scoops up the contents, and tosses them into the box.
At a barely audible level, Flynae asks, “What are you doing?”
Though there’s no way he didn’t hear her, he doesn’t deign to respond. When her dresser is empty, Eksar takes the box and storms out. Flynae and Sekara exchange anxious glances and cling to each other even tighter.
The passing hours wear away at their mourning vigilance. Eventually, the girls lay down and fall into an uneasy slumber. They awake to Eksar calling them down for dinner. The light in the room is dim as the sun nears the horizon. The twins yawn and stretch in unison before rushing to the dining room.
Three plates are set at the table. The trio sit down to a traditional Kaliah dinner of raw meat and uncooked vegetables. What would normally be delicious chokes Flynae like a mouthful of ash.
Dinner passes without a single word. At some point during the meal, Flynae realizes she’s never been around Eksar without another adult present. The thought makes her squirm in her seat.
From across the table, Eksar’s oppressive gaze bores into her, making her wish she could vanish. Even Sekara is unwilling to break the heavy silence. After suffering through a few unappetizing bites, Flynae picks at her food. Grief and trepidation twist her stomach into painful knots. Sekara doesn’t consume much more than her twin.
Eksar’s appetite isn’t affected. He finishes and pushes his chair back. “Go put your plates away.”
Grateful to be released, the girls rush to obey. Side by side, they run to the stairs to retreat to their room.
Eksar blocks Flynae’s path. “Not so fast.”
With a quivering lip, she lifts her eyes to meet his in question. A shiver runs through her.
“Follow me,” he says to Flynae. “Sekara, head upstairs and get ready for bed.”
The girls gape at each other until Eksar starts walking. Seeing no other choice, Flynae shuffles after him. He leads her down into the basement. The normally safe space presses in on her, constricting her chest and lungs in an unyielding grip. Somehow, this part of the house feels less alive than the rest. At the far end of the underground floor, Eksar opens a door and slides to the side.
“In,” he commands, leaving no leeway for question.
Flynae steps forward into a plain room with cement walls containing a bed, dresser, and small closet. Eksar must have been preparing this all afternoon.
“You have ten minutes to be in bed.” Without further words or fanfare, he leaves.
She’s alone.
The basement is cold, but the energy around her is warmer without his presence. From a drawer, she finds some of her night clothes to change into. Flynae pads across the hall to the bathroom to wash her face and bare feet for bed. Before going back, she needs to pee. She lowers her pants and sits down.
And hears someone exhale.
With a cry, Flynae jumps up and pulls her pants back on.
“Who’s there?”
No one responds.
Flynae spins around. The washroom doesn’t offer any places for someone to hide, but she the sense of an adult male human nearby is too much to ignore. “Hello?”
“That can’t be real,” the man answers, his deep voice coming from right next to her, sounding as if he’s speaking to himself rather than to her.
Flynae gasps and hugs herself.
“Probably hallucinations brought on by guilt,” the man continues in the same calm voice. “Stop indulging distractions. Breathe, two, three, four. Hold, two, three, four. Out, two, three, four. Hold, two, three, four.”
Wide-eyed, Flynae does one more visual sweep of the small space but can’t find anything to explain what she’s hearing. Unable to shake the unnerving sense that someone else is with her, she heads back without emptying her bladder.
She’s barely back in the bedroom when all the lights downstairs go off at once. The sudden blackness overwhelms her, and she clamps her hands over her mouth to stifle a scream.
Kaliah’s night vision is the same as a cat’s; they can’t see anything if there’s no light. The complete darkness terrifies her.
Flynae launches herself on the bed. She draws her legs to her chest and pulls the covers to her chin. Her body trembles with a terror worse than any cold.
Don’t cry; don’t cry. The more she repeats it the less she’s able to restrain herself. Hot tears roll down her cheeks as she sobs.
“What the fuck?” the male voice says loudly and clearly.
She has a sense of someone nearby sitting up.
The speech startles Flynae. Her crying abruptly halts as she tries to listen for the origin. Swiveling her head side to side in the darkness, she’s unable to find the source. Nothing else is in the room with her unless it has no need to breathe or no life energy of its own.
And she had heard him breathe.
Flynae extends her hearing out beyond the confines of the small space. She discerns a nearby neighbor taking a shower and the many beating hearts of an earthworm on the other side of the concrete wall. But nothing she can sense indicates where the voice came from.
Did I imagine it? she wonders.
For the next hour, she’s on high alert, listening. Gradually, fatigue takes over and she falls into a restless sleep.
***
Feeling like an intruder in the only home she’s ever known, Flynae tiptoes upstairs the following morning. At the top, she detects Eksar’s presence to the left in the direction of Issiah’s study. To her right, she feels Sekara in the kitchen.
Barely willing to breathe, Flynae slinks toward her twin.
Sekara’s face lights up upon seeing her sister. Heart in her throat, Flynae brings a finger to her lips. Sekara nods as her eyes dart behind her twin and back.
“Where have you been?” Sekara whispers, throwing her arms around Flynae.
“He made me sleep in the basement.” Remembering how she’d been without any light all night makes her shiver.
“Was it awful?”
Unable to find words, Flynae nods.
Sekara grips her tighter. “It was awful for me, too. I was so lonely without you.”
Flynae takes a shuddering breath. “We’re together now.” She glances behind her toward the menacing being in the study. “How about we go outside?”
“Good idea.” The raven-haired girl picks up a bowl of fruit from the table. “We can take this. Uncle Eksar cut these this morning. I think he already ate.”
With a great longing, Flynae gazes upward. “I want my book, but I’m afraid of making him angry if he catches me upstairs.”
“I’ll do it. Here,” Sekara passes the fruit to her sister, “meet me out back in the tree house.”
“Be careful.” Flynae watches her sister trot off before sneaking out the back door. Once it’s closed between her and Eksar, she rushes for the safety of the playhouse.
The Let family might be one of the wealthiest on the planet, but no one would know that by looking at them or their home. Their house sits at the end of a cul-de-sac in an upper middle-class neighborhood. The only thing that makes them stand out from those around them is the expanse of bare land and forest behind the dwelling.
The twin’s tree house is located within the treeline several hundred feet from the house. Flynae dashes out to it now. She sets the fruit on a small platform attached to a pulley system. After climbing up and inside, she pulls the bowl up. She catches her breath and keeps watch for Sekara.
To her relief, no one follows her.
Sometimes the neighborhood children would come over and want to play with the twins. Father instructed them to be polite to humans but limit their time with them. Most of all, it was forbidden to become emotionally attached to one.
For complicated reasons that he would explain as they got older, the girls were taught that Kaliah should know how to co-exist with humans while never actually being a part of their society. They needed to be able to blend in, hence the reason Issiah was raising them among humans.
Flynae knew Uncle Senice disagreed with Father on some things concerning humans. When she asked him about it, Senice told her they would respect Issiah’s judgments until she was old enough to make her own decisions.
Her curiosity about humans often returns, as it does now, when she gazes out at all the nearby houses containing the mysterious and off-limits beings.
A flash of movement draws her attention to her backyard. Sekara races out to her carrying a tote bag clutched to her chest.
Flynae lowers the platform and hauls up the overflowing bag of books while Sekara climbs.
“I didn’t know which ones you wanted, so I brought as many as I could carry.” Sekara closes the hatch behind her and plops down.
“You are amazing.” Flynae hugs her sister before seeing what’s in the tote.
The girls each choose a book, lying side by side close enough that their elbows often bump, and quietly read.
Flynae finds her attention split between the story before her and the energy radiating from the house. Anger and frustration permeate the local area. The words on the page often blur as fear responses from the last forty-eight hours return with real-time intensity.
During one of these relivings, Sekara touches her arm. “Hey, you okay?”
Flynae jumps and gasps for air to calm her racing heart. ”Yeah. Just. forgot where I was for a moment.”
The strained, somber expression on Sekara’s face reveals that she’s struggling too. Preferring distraction over conversation, Flynae turns back to the words on the page before her. Getting lost in the book’s fantasy world proves more difficult than ever before. The characters celebrate a small victory while her heart is crushed and broken.
How will she ever be happy again?
“Girls! Dinner!”
Though Eksar’s voice comes from the other side of the yard, Flynae clamps a hand over her mouth to stifle a scream. His unpredictable actions are made even more unnerving by Senice’s accusation of involvement in Father’s death. What other familiar things are potentially unsafe? Why did Father leave her when she needs him more than ever?
Sekara closes her book with the same reluctance and aura of trepidation as her twin. “We don’t want to make him angry. We should hurry.”
Flynae nods and follows her sister out of the tree. A heaviness in her limbs makes every step back to the house a struggle. The girls wash their hands and sit down at the table.
Without looking up, Flynae feels Eksar’s eyes boring holes in her. Her stomach drops and she wishes the floor would open and swallow her. The dreary solitude of the basement would be preferred over this.
Not wanting him to know how much he’s disturbing her, Flynae painfully tries not to fidget in her seat. Creepy little prickles like the legs of thousands of insects crawl across her skin.
She takes a bite of food. It’s as tasteless as it had been the day before. Each swallow is like a dense rock sliding down her throat to land with a heavy thud in her stomach.
Eksar consumes his meal with a methodical rhythm. Every thirty seconds, he cuts another bite and chews it thoroughly. During that time, his menacing gaze hardly looks at anything but her. In contrast to his calm, almost stoney demeanor, his rage and disgust build.
I don’t want to be here. Just let me go to my room. Flynae holds back the words she doesn’t dare speak and wipes her sweaty palms on her skirt.
After a painful half hour, Eksar is finally done eating. He pushes back from the table and stands. A wave of animosity sucks all the air from the room.
Sekara gasps.
Unable to look, Flynae lowers her head. Her shoulders lift. Something awful is coming that she’s helpless to stop.
Eksar crosses the room in four long strides and grabs Flynae by her hair. Instinctually her hands fly up to hold onto his arms and take some pressure off the searing agony in her scalp. He drags her from the room.
The sharp pain in her head holds most of her attention. Her hip and legs bang down first one step and then another. A small cry escapes her lips. The dull pain in her lower half becomes a burning sensation as he drags her across the cold cement basement floor.
Finally, he comes to a halt in the middle of her room and releases her. With one hand, she applies pressure to her head. The other hugs her knees to her chest. As fear and pain envelop her, Flynae fights back the sobs not wanting to give him the satisfaction. Still, little hitching noises escape her.
And once more, she’s alone.
Except she’s not alone.
Flynae is aware of another presence sensing her. As she focuses on this new being, her breath catches in her throat. The pain and discomfort in her body lessen with the distraction. This sensation of noticing someone noticing her is novel, but she relaxes as the foreign presence doesn’t seem hostile.
Keeping her breaths smooth and quiet, Flynae endeavors to listen for any indication of what or where this new entity is. No one is in the room with her yet something is as aware of her as she is of it. Goosebumps cover her arms and legs.
Is it a ghost? she wonders. No.
Strangely, she can feel the blood running through the being’s veins as if she were outside herself in someone else’s body. It’s heartbeat thumps in her head. Though no one is visible nearby, she hears a breath deeply inhaled and then exhaled loud and clear.
Are you okay? The voice isn’t audible, but she can hear it as clearly as if it were standing next to her. Or rather, as if it were standing in her.
The overhead lights go off.
Flynae whimpers and closes her eyes, preferring the darkness she controls over the one she can’t. She crawls in the direction of the bed and climbs on it. Fumbling about blindly, she fights with the covers until she can pull them over her head, using them as a shield against the dark void.
The loss of one of her senses increases her feeling of vulnerability. Sweat breaks out over her body. Her heart hammers a beat similar to a drum. The other presence is almost forgotten in the overwhelming blackness
I don’t like this.
Just breathe, the voice says soothingly. Deep even breaths. Let the air out slowly. He models one for her before continuing. The dark itself can’t hurt you. Take a moment to listen. Do you hear anything?
The male voice is the same one from the night before. The calmness and gentle compassion in it surprises and soothes her. Though it belongs to a stranger, she finds herself enjoying the rich, deep, controlled sound.
Her mind conjures a figure to go with it; someone tall with dark hair and a solid build. While the form is vague in her mind, she still gets enough of a sense of it to know he is too tall and muscular to be a Kaliah. Even the strongest of Kaliah are deceivingly slender; no one who didn’t know what they were would ever guess their strength by looking at them.
Now that her body is calmer and quieter, Flynae reaches out through her elf-like ears to listen. There’s little to hear though.
What do you feel in the energy around you? he asks.
Flynae knows enough about humans to know it is unusual for one to be asking her about energy. Issiah taught her that all Kaliah and only a handful of humans are sensitive to the energy around them. Not only can they use it as a sixth sense, but they can also manipulate it in certain ways as well. Senice and Issiah have trained her in energy control since she was old enough to learn to walk. She taps into this sense now to see what life forms might be around her.
There is nothing. She’s alone.
In all the basement, she can find no other living energy except for some too small to be anything except insects. When she tries to connect to Sekara in the house two floors above her, she finds her energy can’t extend further than the basement ceiling, which is strange. Never has she encountered such a limit before.
There is nothing nearby, she replies.
Then there’s nothing near to hurt you.
These words comfort her. Flynae relaxes back into her bed and sets her head on her pillow.
Who are you?
He inhales and catches his breath on the exhale as if changing his mind. Then he sighs and contemplates another answer to her question. Why don’t you call me Kovad?
Kovad. Even his name is beautiful and reassuring to her. It sounds like a name a kind person would have. Kovad. Why are you in my head, Kovad?
For a moment, she wonders if the darkness has driven her insane as she now talks to a voice in her head. But his essence is tangible, convincing her that he is real.
I don’t know. I’ve been wondering the same thing myself. A vision too brief for her to translate flashes across his mind as if he just had a thought and pushed it away. It holds a painful quality, something he doesn’t want her to see. His thoughts return to his breathing.
Well. I don’t mind. I like you. Flynae appreciates the pleasant company in the stifling aloneness of the basement.
After another focused breath he thinks, I don’t deserve that.
Flynae realizes the thought wasn’t directed as a response to her. A heavy melancholy simmers beneath it.
Are you sad?
No, I’m not sad. He refocuses on controlling his breathing. Just. Disappointed. Two more thoughts that aren’t directed at her come to his mind. Angry, betrayed. He lets out his breath and clears his mind again.
His deep breathing prompts her to take a few of her own, relaxing her further. She yawns and realizes she’s exhausted. Every minute since her father’s death has been difficult.
Why don’t you go to sleep now? His suggestion comes more from a place of kindness than of annoyance.
What is the breathing thing you are doing?
Meditating.
May I meditate with you? Until I fall asleep?
Sure.
Funeral (Flynae)
Bright patches of sapphire blink through the holes in the canopy of trees above her. Though the morning shines with newness and sunlight, the weather is unable to brighten Flynae’s spirits.
With her gaze set on the ground, she picks up another stick to add to the small bundle in her arms. While her steps are soundless, her cloak makes a soft rustling noise as it drags across the earth behind her.
At the corner of her vision, an adult Kaliah gathers larger pieces of wood. He’s one of many of her kind here today that she’s never met before. They’ve all come to pay their final respects to her father.
Considering that it isn’t common for a Kaliah to die, she wonders how many have attended a Kaliah cremation before. Issiah was four millennia and nowhere near dying of old age. Her kind are said to be immortal, but she’s now painfully aware of their mortality and is afraid of losing the rest of her loved ones. Only Senice, Fennec, and Sekara remain.
Senice passes by, carrying a large fallen tree trunk with another stranger. Flynae considers what she’s gathered. Her small armload of sticks won’t add much to the fire, but she still needs to do her part to contribute to her father’s pyre.
Despondent and fatigued, she takes a deep breath of clean, crisp fall air. The surrounding leaves present in a glory of brilliant gold and red hues, but she’s numb to their beauty today.
Leftover raindrops from a recently passed storm fall from the branches. The pattering mixes with the melancholy songs of the nearby birds. Nature senses the Kaliahs’ sorrow and mourns with them.
When her arms are full, she heads back to the clearing where the pyre has grown since the last time she saw it. Out of deference for her father, they’ll continue to gather for several more hours.
Flynae hesitates, not wanting to carry her bundle forward and add it to the rest. The action will solidify the moment as real instead of being some horrible nightmare she’s trapped in and cannot awake from.
Sensing a small life presence near hers, Flynae glances down to find a large spider crawling from the wood onto her hand. She is not afraid. Her father taught her that nature does not harm Kaliah. It’s better that the arachnid escapes the wood now rather than be burned with Issiah’s body.
No more lives need to end.
As she lowers her hand to deposit the passenger on the ground, the spider raises its fangs and sinks them into her flesh. Instantly, venom courses through her arm, burning.
Flynae screams and flings her arm wildly until the spider flies off. The wood she held falls to her feet. Two puncture wounds stand out in red contrast to her pale skin like malevolent eyes. Why would it do that?
In an instant, Senice is kneeling at her side asking, “What’s wrong?”
Unable to speak, Flynae holds out her hand as evidence.
Senice opens a small leather pouch on his belt, digs around briefly, and pulls out a few leaves. He pops them into his mouth, chews a few times, and puts the mash on the bite.
“This will draw it out.” He contributes his energy to aid that of the plant.
Almost immediately, the achy sting that had crept up her arm begins to withdraw. The additional strain on an already stressful day leaves her trembling. In her mind, the spider bites her over and over again.
“You’ll be alright, dear one.” He lovingly rubs her arm. “What did this?”
In a daze, Flynae meets his concerned gaze. “A spider. But why?”
Senice’s eyes darken and narrow as they shift from hers to something behind her. She turns and discovers Eksar standing at the edge of the clearing watching them, a smug expression on his face.
“It wasn’t the spider’s choice.” Senice grits his teeth. When he begins to release her hand, she renews her clutch on his.
“Ignore him,” she pleads.
Senice’s demeanor softens when he turns back to her, his aura full of question and intense contemplation.
“I’m okay.” Flynae manages a small smile. Twisting the lie to a truth to make it more believable, she holds out her hand. The redness and swelling from the bite is nearly gone. “See?”
He glances down at her hand and back up to her face. With all seriousness, he says, “Tell me if he ever hurts you.”
She resists the urge to bite her lip and expose her troubling thoughts. “I will.” Flynae nods to give her act credence. “He won’t.”
A flashback causes her to relive the pain of being pulled down the stairs by her hair. But she won’t tell Senice. Not after the altercation two days ago. I will learn to fight. I will become a warrior like Father and be able to protect myself from Eksar. He’ll wish he never touched me one day. This resolution helps bolster her courage. This battle is hers to fight.
Senice hugs her tightly, “You are very dear to me, Flynae.”
“I know.” She takes comfort in his embrace, allowing him to share and relieve the most intense of her emotions. A lingering sadness in his aura makes her wonder if he suspects Eksar’s cruelty toward her. There’s nothing to be done about that except to put on a brave face and make him believe he’s wrong.
All too soon, Senice stands and releases her. “Let’s finish this, shall we?”
Flynae nods and bends to pick up the sticks she dropped, but this time she warefully checks them for spiders. She swallows hard at the thought of finding another. In an all too realistic memory, the fangs sink into her skin anew. As if to fling off a new attacker, she shakes her hand.
Finally, she’s reclaimed all the branches and set her energy to hopefully repel any further arachnids. Flynae carries them to the pyre and places them around the bottom with the rest of the kindling. The clattering of the wood as it falls from her arms sounds real enough, but she feels like a spectator watching someone else go through these motions.
Surely, Father isn’t dead. He’s back at home wondering where she is.
Tears blur her vision as she turns to gather more twigs.
Perhaps an hour later, Senice stops her and takes her hand. They turn together to watch six Kaliah carry her father’s body over on a brilliantly woven stretcher. The material is mostly a rich, almost living black like the sky on a dark night. A few iridescent strands that shimmer and reflect every color are woven into it. These extremely rare and precious threads had been made by elves.
Since Warah is the only elf Flynae knows of, she wonders if her brother’s wife made these. Kaliah don’t possess the necessary gifts to enchant fabric like this.
Issiah looks stately in kingly robes of emerald green. A crown of living branches, braided together and ornamented with golden flowers adorn his head.
The sight of her father’s lifeless body takes Flynae back in time to two days prior. A man in black with a blue lifesword looms in the alleyway. Each beat of his footsteps shakes her to her core. A metallic scent of blood and cobblestones permeates the air. The blue energy blade swings, ripping into Issiah and tearing a scream from her throat.
Once again, she’s at her Father’s side trying desperately to stop his life source from slipping away. All her efforts are in vain.
Flynae looks up at the towering human and sees herself and him at the same time.
From deep within, a profound sadness grows. The emotion builds from the place in her mind where she hears Kovad’s voice. She hasn’t the faintest idea what that might mean. She blinks back her tears knowing that no matter how many millennia she lives, she’ll never forget a single detail about that day.
But each passing moment brings with it new memories to help drown out the old.
Fennec and Sekara return from the woods with their final loads of branches. After emptying their arms, they stand with Senice and Flynae as Issiah’s body is lovingly and respectfully placed atop the pyre. Flynae takes one of Sekara’s hands and Fennec holds the other.
Several hours remain in the day. The family stands in a circle with the twenty other Kaliah around the pile of wood, honoring the dead with their silence. Once the sun sets and most of the light fades from the sky, the branches are lit.
By his right as the deceased’s brother, Senice breaks the quiet, singing a traditional Kaliah dirge in a rich baritone. After the first stanza, the rest of the Kaliah join in.
The music continues into the night. Sometimes only a few voices sing. At times, only a harp or flute is played.
A sense of many more souls grieving than are present swells in Flynae’s chest, breaking her heart and bringing comfort at the same time. She lightly tugs Senice’s arm before looking up to ask, “We aren’t the only ones mourning are we?”
“No, dear one. We aren’t. All over the planet, Kaliah have gathered into similar groups and built their own memory fires. Our kind mourns as one.”
Satisfied, Flynae turns back to the mesmerizing flames. Forever they will represent loss and unity.
The fire burns all night. By first light, the wood has been burnt and only embers remain.
Without ceremony, Eksar approaches and beckons the girls. Before either of them moves, Senice steps between them.
“Brother, please reconsider. Let Flynae come with me.”
Eksar’s expression remains impassive as he punches Senice in the face.
Senice’s eyes are wide as he covers his bleeding lip.
Eksar swings again and Senice staggers backward.
Flynae screams and tries to rush forward, but Fennec holds her. “Stop! Let me go!”
Several Kaliah step forward to intervene.
Eksar spins around to face them. “Don’t come any closer.”
The malice in his voice is enough to freeze the group.
“You all know who the dominant force in the galaxy is now. And he will continue to reign supreme until the next Monarch comes into power. I am acting under Emperor Seko’s authority. Touch me and face his wrath. His eyes are everywhere.”
No one moves. The ground beneath Flynae feels unsteady as her pulse pounds a racing beat in her temples. She grips the sides of her head in disbelief.
Eksar turns to Senice once more, his hands clenching into fists.
Noticing that Fennec is slightly distracted, Flynae slips free and rushes to Eksar. “I’m here.” She swivels to find Sekara and waves her twin over. “We’re here. Please,” she pauses to pant, “leave Senice alone. Let’s just go.”
Eksar’s nostrils flare as he leers down at her, making her blood run cold. “Fine.” He storms from the clearing.
Flynae glances at all the stunned faces.
“We’re sorry, royal daughter,” the female closest to her whispers. “Without the Monarch, we cannot stand against the Emperor.”
Sekara tugs at her. “Come on. Let’s not make it worse.”
Flynae runs and hugs Senice. “It’ll all be okay. You’ll see.”
“You don’t have to go with–”
“Yes, I do.” She steps away with her chin up and shoulders back. “Take care of yourself and Fennec and I’ll take care of myself and my sister.”
“Flynae,” Eksar growls.
“Coming!” She races after him with Sekara beside her. Silently, she prays that Senice will give up on trying to protect her though deep down she knows he never will.
The close quarters inside the surface shuttle don’t allow Flynae to relax. Eksar’s ice and hatred simmer the entire way home. Fatigue smacks her when they walk inside.
“May I go to my room?”
“Yes. Don’t let me see you until I call you up for dinner.”
Flynae runs downstairs. After washing her feet, since Kaliah don’t normally wear shoes, she climbs into bed. When she closes her eyes, she sees her father being struck down one minute and his body going up in flames the next.
At once, she’s exhausted and unable to sleep.
Would you like some help? Kovad asks.
With what?
Going to sleep.
Yes. Please. She doesn’t know how he can assist her sleep, but she’s grateful for the company.
All right. Get comfortable.
Flynae adjusts her pillow and pulls another blanket over her.
Okay. Find a spot on the ceiling and focus on it.
She’s relieved he didn’t ask her to close her eyes as she wouldn’t be able to control what images might come. Okay.
Take slow deep breaths all the way down into your belly and exhale completely. Clench your fists. And relax them.
The clenching feels good. It’s easy for her to be tense right now. Releasing after tensing brings with it pleasant tingles.
Tense your shoulders, nice and tight. Now relax. Inhale, nice and slow, filling your lungs completely. Exhale, letting it out just as slowly.
Kovad directs her attention, tensing, relaxing, and breathing, all the way down to her toes and then back up to her fists. His calm, steady voice soothes and calms her as much as the meditative practice does.
At some point, she yawns and closes her eyes. He continues to walk her through the practice until she falls into a dreamless sleep.
Mindlink and Questions (Kovad)
“I have never felt more exposed, more connected, more a part of someone in my life. And with a heavy heart, I expect to never encounter anything as wonderful and horrifying again. The experience is beyond words.
How do you describe an orchid to someone without knowledge of any flowers? That is the impossible endeavor I am faced with here.
How this bond came about, I have not the faintest guess. Yet I recall, with perfect clarity, the moment it was forged.
She was arguing with her boyfriend that night as was nearly a weekly ritual for them. I heard them clearly as I left my dwelling for my evening stroll. A stronger intensity was in her tone that evening. I endeavored to hope that she had finally reached her limit and was standing up for herself.
It was no secret to anyone in the neighborhood that he was abusive. The authorities were frequent visitors to their doorway. But time and again, she refused to press charges.
Her screams were different than ever before as I returned to the street we both called home. They were filled with a terror that chilled me to my core. Without hesitation, I barged inside.
From across the room, the whites of her eyes were the first thing I saw. He held her bent form to the table. His pants pooled around his ankles.
In a rush of fury, I dashed over and shoved him off her. Before she could crumple to the ground, I pulled her into my arms. She looked up into my eyes…
And suddenly I saw both her and myself. I could see with perfect clarity what she was seeing. We shared and experienced each other’s senses. I felt her fear and curiosity as she felt mine. I heard her thoughts in my head next to my own.
My undeniable inner profession of support and absolute acceptance gave her the strength to leave. I remained and protected her while she packed the few cherished items remaining to her. The rest he had destroyed. I drove her to the station and watched her depart.
And yet she never left me. Our minds were irrevocably linked.
We maintained an intimate friendship until she passed away at the very human age of eighty-five. How can a relationship not be familiar when all secrets are shared?
Her death was heart-breakingly painful yet beautiful. I was privileged to be fully there for her as she slipped away.
Several hundred years have passed without her, but I still frequently miss her voice in my head.” -Fulani.
Kovad sighs. While that was an interesting read, it didn’t provide him with the desired information. The next search result he finds had been written by Senice Let. Seeing the name of a Kaliah he recognizes surprises him.
How interesting. Kovad selects the entry. What are your thoughts about your mindlink, Senice?
Reading the name of her uncle has captured Flynae’s attention. Kovad notices her watching and makes a point to guard his intentions so as not to upset her.
“It’s been exactly one millennium since my Lucretia passed. I sit before a fire in memory of her as I write this. She was my third human wife and will be my last. While I never withheld any affection from the first two, nothing compares to the grief of losing someone you’re mindlinked with.
She was truly my best friend. The link permitted no secrets. We both knew everything that ever happened to the other. Looking back, my deepest regret was not linking our fates together.
Issiah forbade it. I had not the courage to anger my brother and Monarch. Why did I permit his disregard for humans to hold me back? We could have forsaken all others and done it in secret. Siah may have even assisted us. He understands forbidden love with his Warah.
But now I’m left with utter regret and loss. The day she died was one of the darkest days in my memory. My only solace is that she wasn’t in pain at the end. Most of my heart slipped away and faded in time with her life energy. I was helpless to stop it.
I confess that I considered injecting some of my blood into her veins. Kaliah blood is rumored to extend human life. Not indefinitely though. And the act is forbidden. When it came down to it, I lacked the tools with no way to acquire them in time. And where would it have ended?
Humans are mortals no matter how much they try not to be. I sat next to her and held her hand as her presence inside my head faded away. Kaliah tears are not for humans, but I wept over her when she was gone.”
Kovad has barely finished reading that entry when he clearly feels Flynae’s guilt at what she names as spying. As the link strengthens with each passing day, he’s astounded at how quickly they’re mutually able to read each other.
Not wanting there to be any doubt about being engaged in what he’s doing, Flynae speaks up. What are you doing?
Researching mindlinks. But there doesn’t seem to be much information. None of the other search results were remotely close to what he’s looking for. The ones that aren’t theoretical in nature are for businesses and technology devices.
Not that I know anything about them, but what specifically are you searching to learn?
The unique and intricate patterns of her speech distract him from her question. How do you talk like that? You can’t be older than five, can you?
You mean talk like an adult human?
Yes, exactly.
I am four, not even half a decade yet. And this is how my elders speak to me. Why would I speak differently from how I’m spoken to?
Valid point.
A question lingers on her mind. Not wanting to be a nuisance, Flynae hesitates to speak it. Curiosity gets the better of her. She’s noticed a disparity between how she talks compared to the neighborhood children. Father was always slightly annoyed when she asked him about humans. Who better to ask about humans than an actual human?
Why do human children speak so simply? Do their elders talk down to them?
They do. Human children don’t have the capacity for complex words and phrases. They gain that as they mature.
Wow. You would think that a species with such a short life span would be equipped with better faculties earlier in life.
Kovad is aware that Flynae covers her mouth in horror at her uncensored thought.
I apologize. Was that rude?
I certainly didn’t take any offense to it. You are entitled to your opinion. It was a good observation.
Flynae recalls what Kovad had been doing before this side conversation happened and stumbles upon the reason for it in his mind. Oh gods. You are looking for a way to sever it. A heavy sadness exudes from her presence in his mind.
After losing so much, the isolation and darkness of the basement are easier to bear with his company. Now he means to leave her as well.
Kovad closes his eyes and sighs. A lump forms in his throat. It’s not because of anything you did. He struggles to find a way to explain without letting on too much.
It’s alright. I understand. I don’t know how old you are. Just that you are considered an adult yet still young for your kind. I can’t imagine that you are happy with a Kaliah girl invading your thoughts or desiring your attention. Honestly, I wouldn’t mind having my bathroom privacy back. It is incredibly awkward to shower or use the toilet while feeling like you are in the room with me. I can’t imagine that you are comfortable in those situations either.
I’m 26, but that’s beside the point. Privacy wasn’t a main consideration for the research either. Kovad spreads his arms and turns his palms up as if she could see him. In a way though, she can as they both have an internal representation in their mind that is visible now during conversations.
Flynae sits across from him on the floor of her side, hugging her knees to her chest. She often presents herself as human here as she wants to appear normal to him.
With reoccurring tension like a knife in his chest, Kovad also makes alterations to hide his true identity.
This situation is most unfair to you, he continues. There are things about me that you don’t want to know. There are things I do that you don’t want to see. Having known you these few days, I would rather we part as friends than have you come to hate me.
Flynae presses her lips together thoughtfully. You think of me as a friend?
It’s complicated, but in short, yes.
She smiles. That makes me happy. I’ve started to think of you as a friend, too.
A pressing thought from the day before returns to Kovad’s mind. I have a question.
Flynae moves to a crisscross sitting position and leans forward, waiting.
I’m hoping you know the answer or can at least find it out for me. How does someone get in touch with the Kaliah authorities?
The girl frowns. Authorities? Like a local police or Imperial Guard?
He nods. Yes, exactly like that.
She scratches the side of her head. We don’t have anything like that.
Stifling a groan, he exhales quickly. Then who is in charge? Who do your kind go to when someone does something wrong?
Flynae covers her face and her chin falls. The Monarch.
The painful knife twists in his chest at her visible distress. I’m sorry that I need to press. How would someone contact your Monarch?
You can’t. Her body shakes with sobs. He’s dead. Murdered.
A blue glowing blade swings through the air, connecting with Issiah’s torso. Blood spills in torrential rivers down his legs to pool at his feet.
Kovad moves to sit near her and gently touches her shoulder, hoping to distract her from her grief. Hey, he says softly.
She jumps in surprise and scoots a few inches away. After wiping her face, she appraises him.
Hating that it means upsetting her, he still needs answers. Certainly, the leader of her people wouldn’t approve of the way Eksar is treating her.
I’m sorry to press and continue with such a painful topic, but who is the new Monarch?
Flynae sniffs. No one knows yet.
What do you mean? There wasn’t someone next in line?
It passes to the next generation in the royal family.
Okay. Who did it pass to? Wondering how this is such a difficult question to get a straight answer for, he clenches a fist and relaxes it.
No one knows yet. The galaxy chooses by giving them the gift of strength beyond all other Kaliah. I assume it went to my oldest brother Siah, but he traveled from Diomede ages ago. No one has seen or heard from him since.
Hope falls within the human, leaving numbness in its wake. Is there anyone I can speak to about how Eksar treats you?
Flynae jumps up and squares her shoulders. I’m fine, okay? A vision of Senice’s bloody face appears in her mind. I don’t need anyone else getting hurt for me. There’s nothing else to be done except to wait until the new Monarch is made known.
Kovad can’t help but admire her spunk and strong will. All right. I’ll let it go. For now.
Besides, she turns away from him and hangs her head, if you succeed in discovering how to sever the mindlink, then I won’t feel like your problem anymore.
I don’t think of you as a problem. I’m just concerned for you.
I appreciate that, but it’s not necessary.
Flynae pulls away from him, turning her attention to her basement room, and her desire to rest as a way of escaping her heartbreak over Issiah’s death. Kovad returns his focus to his computer.
A few minutes later, he hears Flynae’s endearing little whisper. Kovad?
Yes?
Would you help me go to sleep?
Absolutely.
School
(Flynae)
Flynae sets her breakfast dishes in the sink and visualizes sneaking out the back door in just a few seconds. Eksar’s cold, abrupt announcement startles and chills her.
“Both of you need to put shoes on and be ready to leave the house in five minutes. You’re going to school.”
In unison, the girls glance at each other before facing Eksar. Sekara wears the same confused, furrowed expression as her twin.
Kaliah don’t have any institutions similar to what humans call school. Their children are taught what they need to know within their family unit and are encouraged to read and learn further on their own.
“School, Father?” Sekara’s timid and hesitant tone reflects some of the turmoil inside Flynae. “Why?”
An inner fire burns from Flynae’s gut to her checks. She fights to keep the anger from turning her eyes red. The control Eksar is exerting over Sekara is maddening.
Issiah’s funeral fire was barely a week ago. Two nights prior, Flynae was stunned and appalled to hear her sister call Eksar “Father” for the first time.
She had barely slept as she wasn’t able to ask her twin about it until they were alone in their treehouse after breakfast the following morning. Sekara’s response may have been the bigger shock.
At first, Sekara admitted that Eksar’s recent actions toward Flynae and Senice had left her frightened. When Eksar suggested she call him that, she was afraid to say no.
More reasons came out during the course of the day though. Sekara pointed out how Eksar had always spent more one-on-one time with her than Issiah had. As soon as her sister said this, Flynae saw the truth of it. Issiah spent time with the girls together or Flynae alone, the same as Eksar would be with both the twins or Sekara alone.
No matter how they tried, neither girl could make sense of it. In the end, they professed how much they loved and missed the other and held each other while they cried.
Eksar steps forward and pets Sekara’s hair. “Because Father has business away from home today. I can’t leave you here by yourself.”
Flynae’s anger turns to an upset stomach. She’s grateful Eksar didn’t touch her that way. At least Sekara didn’t seem to mind.
She wonders how Eksar being in the house matters or not, considering that the girls have been spending their days out in the treehouse. Her thought slips from her lips in a whisper. “We are just fine home by ourselves.”
Eksar’s eyes narrow and show a hint of red. “You will do as you are told.” He towers over her as if hoping to intimidate her.
Flynae stands firm, her chin level, unwilling to be unnerved by him even as her small body betrays her by trembling.
“Now get downstairs and get ready,” he barks.
Flynae walks steadily from the room though everything in her screams to run from his presence. Do not let him see your fear. You are Issiah’s daughter. You show no weakness. She draws on some of the breathing techniques Kovad has taught her, hoping to keep her scent from betraying her emotions.
As she walks down the stairs, she realizes the basement is now a place of refuge. Eksar doesn’t come down there often.
In the small bathroom that suits her just fine, she stands in front of the mirror and braids the sides of her hair back from her face in a typical elven style.
Minutes later, she trots back up the stairs, complete with awkward, uncomfortable shoes on her feet. Normally, she only wears shoes when needed during dance lessons. Father’s energy disguises always included foot coverings so humans wouldn’t look at them weirdly.
Sekara joins her near the front door as they wait for instructions. Neither girl has any idea where they’re going.
As Eksar approaches, the energy around Sekara shifts as he casts a temporary human disguise over her. The air around her softly shimmers. Being an energy user as well, Flynae can choose to see the mirage or see through it.
Eksar reaches for the door. “Let’s go”
Flynae’s heart leaps into her throat. “What about me?”
Harsh, narrowed eyes glare at her. Her skin crawls from a smirk she feels more than sees. “What about you?”
“Aren’t you going to make me look human as well?” Her stomach rolls as her mouth goes dry. It’s against everything she’s been taught to not be disguised in human company.
“No. You may go just as you are.”
Flynae swallows hard. Again, she makes the conscious choice to not be afraid. She doesn’t fear humans and has quite enjoyed interacting with the ones at her dance lessons. Squaring her shoulders, she says, “Okay.”
As they approach the human school though, her confidence wanes. People of all ages stare at her. Children point and whisper about the weird or ugly ears; some laugh.
Flynae wishes she could disappear somehow. Or run away and hide in her treehouse. Facing Eksar’s wrath might be more tolerable than the heavy disgust she smells. She makes a mental note to not wear her hair in braids again.
Eksar stops at the sidewalk in front of the building and hands them a few pieces of paper. “Here is a map of the inside and your schedule for the day.” Without waiting for questions, he walks away.
The girls watch until he’s almost out of sight. Flynae turns to her sister, finds her trepidation reflected in her twin, and shrugs.
“We will figure this out. Come on.” Flynae takes Sekara’s hand, and they walk inside.
It doesn’t take long to find the first classroom on the schedule. They take note of the names of each room they pass for later reference.
Inside the bright yellow, red, and blue room are several little round tables with chairs. Many are already filled with children their ages. Human children.
Remembering her father’s actions on her first day of dance lessons, Flynae walks confidently up to the teacher’s desk with her sister in tow.
“Excuse me, ma’am. I am Flynae Let and this is my sister Sekara. It is our first day here. Where are we supposed to sit?”
“Anywhere,” she begins cheerfully. Her initially warm smile fades as her gaze bounces back and forth from the girl’s eyes to her ears. She finishes flatly, “you want.”
The room is suddenly too warm, and sweat breaks out on the back of Flynae’s neck. “Thank you.” She quickly pulls Sekara along with her. The girls find two seats together along the edge of the room.
The teacher follows them. She bends down with her hands on her knees. “Um, Flynae?”
Clasping her hands together beneath the table, Flynae respectfully meets the adult’s eyes, “Yes, ma’am?”
The teacher shifts her weight. “We don’t allow costumes in the classroom.”
A few children close by snicker.
“Excuse me?” Flynae glances at Sekara for help.
Her sister shrugs; she’s just as confused.
“Costumes are only allowed on Halloween.”
Still not understanding but wanting to be agreeable, Flynae says, “Okay.”
The teacher doesn’t leave. Her weight shifts to her other hip. “I need you to remove yours.”
Flynae’s heart beats too quickly as she wonders what she’s done so terribly wrong. Is it the braids? No one else is wearing their hair in a similar way. “I’m sorry. I don’t understand.”
Impatience creeps into the teacher’s voice. “Your ears.” Her voice, now strained, rises in pitch. “I need you to take off your ears.”
Flynae furrows her forehead. A knot forms in her core. This is why she was supposed to be disguised. Eksar knew this would happen.
“Take off my ears?” she chokes out.
The teacher huffs, obviously displeased. Her lips purse in mild anger. She reaches down, grasps the top of Flynae’s ear, and sharply pulls.
As sudden as the teacher’s movement is, Flynae’s acute reflexes see it coming. Instinctually, she swings her hand out wide and slaps the teacher’s arm. Both of them pull away from the other.
The room gasps and becomes silent, all eyes on the altercation.
The teacher rubs her arm.
Flynae puts a hand over her assaulted ear and scowls at the human.
The woman straightens. “You do not strike a teacher. You’re coming with me to the principal’s office right now.” In a much louder voice, she says, “The rest of you stay in your chairs until I return.”
All eyes are on the two of them as Flynae follows the woman from the room.
And this is why Kaliah do not associate with humans without disguises. They try to tear your ears off.
(Kovad)
Lord Kovad Thyde sits at his computer, pouring over reports from his generals, when something tugs on his left ear. Only it wasn’t his ear; it was hers.
Daily events typically leave them distracted enough that they’re able to mostly ignore the other until nightfall. The girl lives on the outskirts of Solum, the capital city of the planet Diomede. Diomede is the political center of the galaxy. All space-time is set to match Solum’s. This means that Kovad is typically awake during daylight hours in Solum as he resides in his warship The Destroyer.
With some light poking into her mind, he becomes aware of where Flynae is and what transpired that caused her to be taken to the principal’s office. She’s too distraught to notice him.
Lord Thyde sighs, closes his eyes briefly to center himself, and pulls up the information for the principal’s office at the school. Now that he ruined this little girl’s life, he feels responsible for helping take care of her.
Not to mention that something sinister seems to be behind his recent assassination orders. Kovad plans to discover what Emperor Seko is hiding. The human had not been informed that his target that day was a Kaliah, much less one of their royal family.
How much difference would that information have made? Probably little. Lord Thyde would still have obeyed his Emperor.
Would knowing beforehand allow him to feel less dirty now? Absolutely not. He just despises being used as a pawn when he has earned his rank through years of faithful service and giving up everything else in his life.
Each question leads to another. Why is the Emperor interested in the Kaliah, especially the Kaliah royal family? Very few humans know the Kaliah exist.
And what is Seko’s plan for this little Kaliah maiden? Lord Thyde senses that she too is a pawn in a large scheme he’s only begun to glimpse. This furthers his resolve to keep an eye on her and intercede on her behalf when he can.
A pale male face appears on the holocom. The man dabs his forehead, clearly distressed by the identification of the caller. “Principal Hillman’s office. How may I help you, my lord?”
“Patch me through to the principal now.”
The man nods and fumbles as if he’s forgotten how to do as he’s been told. “Yes, my lord.”
Another nervous face replaces the first.”L-lord T-t-thyde. T-to what do I owe the pleasure?”
Hoping he doesn’t draw her attention to him, Kovad glances inside Flynae’s head to find her present location in the school. She’s sitting in the room with the flustered receptionist.
“A young red-headed girl is sitting outside your office. You will send her back to her classroom without correction and instruct your entire staff that they will make no comments ever concerning her physical appearance. They will treat her with the utmost respect at all times. Further, you will see to it that no one else on school property harasses her.”
The principal’s mouth hangs open. His eyes flick away and back. Lord Thyde is aware that Hillman has no clue about what he’s referencing and doesn’t care. The staff can fill him in on the details.
“Have I made myself clear?”
“Y-yes, my lord.”
“Good. I will know if anyone does not comply with this order. Don’t give me reason to contact you again.”
Mr. Hillman gulps.
Lord Thyde ends the comm and leans back in his chair to watch without drawing Flynae’s attention to his presence in her mind. She’s too stressed and distracted to notice him as she waits with trepidation on the bench. He admires her resolve to stay calm and keep her head up. She reminds herself that she’s still a Kaliah royal and Issiah’s daughter and will conduct herself as such.
(Flynae)
Flynae sits on the bench and resolves not to use any of the excuses or defensive arguments that keep coming to mind. No wonder her father limited her involvement with humans. They’re irrational and unpredictable.
Whatever she says in self-defense probably won’t matter. She’ll keep her dignity and take this lesson to heart. Even if she can’t completely conceal her ears, she’ll wear her hair down tomorrow. They’ll be less noticeable then. By the time her ears reach their full length, she’ll be able to disguise them by herself.
The door to her right opens. A lean man with spectacles emerges. His eyes widen upon seeing her, and he tugs on his tweed jacket. After collecting himself, he approaches and crouches down to her level.
“What’s your name?” he asks in a soft voice.
“Flynae Let.”
“Let’s get you back to your classroom, Miss Let. Okay?” He stands and holds out his hand. “I promise the rest of the day will go much easier for you.”
Flynae nods and gets up but rejects his hand, keeping her arms firmly at her sides.
When he starts walking, she follows.
He opens the classroom door and motions for her to enter ahead of him. “Go ahead and take your seat.” In a louder voice, he says, “Mrs. Meyers, please step into the hallway with me.”
As Flynae sits down, Sekara whispers, “What is happening?”
Flynae mouths, “I do not know.”
After a disapproving look at Flynae, the teacher joins the man. Even with the door shut, the twins can hear every word. “Why is she back in my classroom so quickly? She struck me.”
“I don’t care. I just received a comm from Lord Thyde concerning her.”
Sekara leans toward her twin. “Who?”
Just as confused as her sister, Flynae shrugs. “I have no idea.”
“He gave strict instructions that Flynae Let is to be treated with the deepest respect by everyone,” the principal continues. “If anyone disobeys his orders, their job will be terminated that day without severance. Do you understand?”
Apparently, Miss Meyers understands. She returns to her classroom without another word. With a more subdued demeanor, she averts her gaze from Flynae as she continues the lesson.
Hoodwinked (Part 1)
(Flynae)
“Today, class, we’ll be working on the letter ‘e’.” Miss Meyers writes the letter on the board for everyone to see. “A short ‘e’ sound starts the words egg and echo. A long ‘e’ sound is found at the beginning of emu and eagle.” The teacher demonstrates how to write an uppercase “e” followed by a lowercase. “Now go ahead and trace the letter ‘e’ on the page in your book.”
“E also stands for emergency! I’m going to die an early death from ennui,” Flynae whispers to Sekara at a volume too low for nearby humans to hear. The only time the girls have been scolded for talking in class was when they made the mistake of doing it when the teacher could see their lips move.
Sekara gives them away now as she can’t contain her giggle. Flynae elbows her in response, but it’s too late.
Miss Meyers clicks across the room in her short heels. “Is something funny, Sekara?” An acrid odor of annoyance ekes from her. The teacher doesn’t lean down anymore when speaking to the twins like she does the other students.
“I was just thinking of other ‘e’ words, Miss Meyers.” Sekara straightens her face.
“Oh, and what words were so amusing?”
A grin breaks through, curving up the edges of Sekara’s lips. “Ennui.”
Unable to stop herself, Flynae spits out, “Exasperated.” She shares a short laugh with her sister even as her cheeks and ears begin to burn. After a forced exhale, she lowers her head, “Apologies, Miss Meyers. We did not mean to be disruptive.”
The teacher taps her foot several times and crosses her arms. “Finish tracing your letters please so we can move on.”
“Yes, ma’am,” the girls say in unison. When the woman turns away to inspect the progress of the other students, the sisters exchange bored glances and get to work.
Flynae immediately feels remorseful. She doesn’t mean to irritate the teacher, but she and Sekara are way past needing to practice their letters. They’re both proficient in reading and writing.
Classroom hours crawl by with all the haste and desirableness of a slug. Today more so than the days prior.
At dinner the night before, Eksar had told her that Senice would be waiting for her after school at the park across from the capitol building.
“Do I get to go see him, too?” Sekara asked with wide, hopeful eyes.
“No. You start finishing classes after school tomorrow.”
The raven-haired girl’s face falls. “Finishing classes?”
“Yes. You will learn decorum and how to behave as a lady.”
Flynae’s heart had ached for her sister while she struggled to control her breath with excitement for her good fortune. She hadn’t seen her uncle in the ten days since her father’s funeral and missed him dreadfully. Why she was being allowed to see him was beyond any comprehension, and she didn’t dare ask for fear of spoiling it.
“Freak,” the little boy across the table from the girls whispers and scoots closer.
In the loud, packed lunchroom, the three of them are the only ones at this table. Anyone who considers sitting with them changes their mind when they see Flynae’s eyes.
Her eyes are the only thing she hasn’t been able to hide. She’s taken to clipping her claws short so they’re much less noticeable and wearing her hair pinned over her ears, but there’s no masking her eyes despite spending hours in a mirror practicing. If only Eksar would disguise her as he does Sekara, but she doesn’t dare bring it up again. One day her energy control will be strong enough to do it for herself.
The girls stick close together and have been mostly left alone by the other students for the first week. Now, this little human at least is getting braver.
The boy glances around before turning back to stare at Flynae. “You’re a freak,” he says a little more loudly.
Flynae regards him as much as she would a bothersome gnat flying around making whining noises. The more she ignores him, though, the more tenacious he becomes.
This time, he leans across the table and quietly shouts, “Freak!”
The persistent antics and need for acknowledgment are almost amusing. In the last week, she’s learned enough about humans to understand the boy desperately wants her to react to his insults. He might not stop until she does.
Flynae decides to do something he could never expect. Embracing the pain, she conjures the image of the human in black striking down her father. Rather than the usual heartbreak, she summons all the hate and rage she carries for him. She envisions being taller and stronger enough to fight him until her hands tremble with the intensity.
Flynae nudges her sister and whispers, “Are my eyes red?”
Instantly exuding a slightly sweet scent of curiosity, Sekara smiles and nods. “Very.”
Flynae bends over the table until her head is only a foot from the boy before turning to him. “Then why don’t you go sit elsewhere?”
All color drains from the boy’s face as he jerks back, almost falling off the bench. He bolts from the table, leaving his lunch behind.
As the twins share a giggle, Flynae allows the anger to release and dissipate. “That’ll teach him.”
A strong smell of ammonia reaches both of their noses, making them crinkle.
“Ew,” Sekara says.
“Humans.” Flynae shakes her head. “They’re so …” She looks around the room at the sea of them, searching for the right word. “Useless? Delicate?”
“Delicate. Exactly.”
Flynae sighs and struggles to keep her chin up. Maybe the boy was right. Everyone here, including her sister in her disguise, looks different from her. Here, she is a freak.
The girls finish their lunch and start walking back to their classroom. Three taller boys step into the hallway and stand in their way. Two of them are about eleven, and the third is probably thirteen. The twins move to walk around them, but their path is blocked.
One of the younger ones leans down and pokes Flynae hard on her breastbone. “You’re the freak that scared my little brother. He said you had weird eyes.”
Flynae refuses to give an inch. The spot on her chest is sore, but she won’t rub it.
“Bryan Aarndt,” a teacher calls from behind the girls.
Bryan glances up, his face hardening, knowing he’ll be punished for even appearing to be rude to Flynae. “You’re dead, freak,” he whispers, and the boys move on.
The girls shake their heads and continue to class. Flynae isn’t worried. She knows she can outrun a human any day.
After school, the twins hug and go their separate ways.
“Tell Senice I love him,” Sekara begs.
“I will,” Flynae assures her. She skips off toward the park, humming a favorite tune.
She’s barely off school property when she hears Bryan Aarndt say, “There she is.” The three boys are close behind her, running in her direction.
“Oh, gods,” she swears under her breath and takes off. She’ll either lose them in the city or lead them straight to Senice who will take care of them. At the moment, they’re just a nuisance.
The streets of Solum, the capital city of the planet Diomede, are busy as she runs through the downtown skyscrapers. Like all the others, humans assume they rule this planet, but it’s actually under Kaliah control.
The surface city is built on a mirage made of a permanent energy shield. When she looks down, Flynae can choose to see the “concrete” or see through it. Beneath is the Kaliah “Underground”, a flourishing city where Kaliah don’t need to disguise themselves.
Diomede is the control hub of the galaxy. Unbeknownst to humans, many Kaliah hold places of great importance in the hierarchy of government.
A road ahead is cordoned off from any traffic for a procession. A glance behind reveals she hasn’t lost the boys.
Flynae darts down a side street. After a few turns, she finds herself lost and staring at a brick wall. She’s in an alleyway that goes nowhere, surrounded by buildings on three sides. Next to the structures are several commercial trash compactors. If she stands on these, she might be able to jump and reach the bottom of a fire escape.
While she contemplates her options, the boys come around the corner, trapping her. Her eyes widen and her senses heighten when she sees the oldest boy holding a switchblade.
“We’ve got you cornered now, freak.”
Still, she remains calm and in control, planning her escape.
She can easily scale a garbage receptacle before they reach her. Another leap puts her in reach of a ladder. She’s faster than any human close to her age. A few seconds later and she’ll be beyond them.
Until an impending footfall freezes her in place. The next one seems to stop her heart.
Doom approaches once more in the shape of the human who cut down her father.
She clamps her hands over her ears, but she can’t drown out the noise that fills her with terror.
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The Monarch's Daughter Book bundle includes (in order):
- Trusting the Enemy
- Losing Her
- The Lost Daughter
- The Royal Wedding
- Sacrifice, Part 1
- Sacrifice, Part 2
About the book:
Conspiracies. Betrayals. Murder.
Daughter of the Monarch, young Flynae desires the traditional, peaceful life of her elf-like people. One fateful morning, her world is shattered by the most unlikely of culprits, a mere human.
With the single swing of a sword, her existence degrades into an abyss of abuse and misery. A strange, unknown voice in her head provides her only solace.
In a cruel twist, fate inextricably links the young girl to her father's murderer. Unable to exist apart from him for even fleeting moments of privacy, Flynae grapples with the guilt of Trusting the Enemy.
Will this young Princess break free from her sadistic tormentors and realize her destiny?
Trusting the Enemy, the first book in The Monarch’s Daughter, is a sci-fi-fueled, epic fantasy following an emerging heroine with an unexpected and taboo love interest. If you love His Dark Materials, Game of Thrones, and The Life of Anna, then you’ll love The Monarch’s Daughter.
Get SIX books for the price of FOUR
What readers are saying:
- "a new twist on elves"
- "meshes Star Wars with Lord of the Rings"
- "romantically charged"
- "beautifully written"
- "LOVED"
- "swoon-worthy"
- "Wow... just wow...!!!!"
- "can't wait to read more"
- "could not stop reading"
- "highly recommend"
- "if you like sci-fi, dark romance"
- "hell of a lot of trauma"
- "had me on my toes"
- "loved the fantasy world"
- "out of your comfort zone"
- "emotional rollercoaster"
- "a must read"
- "got sucked right in"
The Monarch's Daughter Book 1: Trusting the Enemy (eBook)(revised and expanded)
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Conspiracies. Betrayals. Murder.
Daughter of the Monarch, young Flynae desires the traditional, peaceful life of her elf-like people. One fateful morning, her world is shattered by the most unlikely of culprits, a mere human.
With the single swing of a sword, her existence degrades into an abyss of abuse and misery. A strange, unknown voice in her head provides her only solace.
In a cruel twist, fate inextricably links the young girl to her father's murderer. Unable to exist apart from him for even fleeting moments of privacy, Flynae grapples with the guilt of Trusting the Enemy.
Will this young Princess break free from her sadistic tormentors and realize her destiny?
Trusting the Enemy, the first book in The Monarch’s Daughter, is a sci-fi-fueled, epic fantasy following an emerging heroine with an unexpected and taboo love interest. If you love His Dark Materials, Game of Thrones, and The Life of Anna, then you’ll love The Monarch’s Daughter.